Turbulence in Life!

I am sure nobody reads this blog, mainly because I don't write anything out here........but I guess its time that I start writing and expressing myself just a little bit more. I always wanted to write, but have been constantly bogged down by my shortcomings, i.e. laziness and grammar!!

Life has been pretty turbulent during the past few months. I have gone through so much that it deserves a formal notation here. First of all, what needs mention is that I met that special person I have been waiting for a long time. She's the absolute opposite of me......and that's what makes her perfect! She's funny, beautiful, has the best smile around, never holds back a laughter or a tear, is sensitive but is also understanding and matured in her special way. She's a child at heart and that's what attracts me to her the most, unlike me who has been a matured/aged old man right from his childhood.

Being with her (or rather just talking to her for now) is the most pleasant experience I have ever had. Talking to her makes me feel warm and cozy, allows me to forget whatever bad/forgettable has happened till now......rather surrounds me with the countless possibilities of joy and ecstasy in the near future!!! I love her squeaky voice, her passion to dance and her generosity and care for every individual close to her. There are only a few people who still carry such virtues with them, and they are meant to be treasured. That is pretty much what I am trying to do ..... i.e. making sure she's treasured!!

There are so many roadblocks in my way before I could really make our future of being together come true. I do get deterred every now and then that maybe I got her at the wrong time and things might not turn out the way I want them to, but then I remember a few words a good friend of mine told me once ---- "Things keep changing cyclically....from good to bad to good again....you can't control that process....what you can control are the things that do not change........like who you are, what you believe in and the person you entrust your love in". Keeping that in mind I believe that no matter how hard things might become, I have to maintain the bottom three things in that list and everything else will just flow by me.........